How's life? i feel my mood swings getting more and more drastic due to the fluctuating stress levels..
my stress level peaked las night when i had a conflict with one of my grp member whom i shall not name for privacy purposes regarding a project... and went swimming in my shirt and shorts.. i just wanted to kick and push out all the stress outta my body... pardon my bad attitude..

then i got really sad cos i got mocked at cos of my weight at jourdan's house.. i did a survey today.. and even my weight ranged from 50-55kg according to most people.. nevertheless the bell rings to starve.. and resort to extreme methods since eating healthily doesn't work(irritatingly)

i know the expectations of me.. im trying my best to fulfil it.. hopefully things dont turn out like last yr and the teachers had to come talk to me and tell me how inconsistent i am... im afraid of disappointing people.. wish me luck that i dont fail BIO and SS again this yr.. eeks..